today

I love the days before a trip, the little moments of adding items to a list, shopping for certain things, organizing it all before placing in a suitcase. I have started laying things out, admiring the colors, how relaxed everything already looks and feels. I am close behind. I have never taken two weeks off of work. My mind can't really fathom this. There is so much work left before I can say I am totally done, but I am getting there. And trying to stay calm. Because then I think of warm nights with a little rain. Walking ten minutes to find myself on a beach. Going to a farmers market that will have fruits I have probably never seen. Taking more pictures that I usually do. Writing, writing, writing.

I want to start posting more things here. I think I am a tad lazy. I have so many ideas, I should just put them on here, yea?

Today a friend told me something important, something wonderful. I gushed and gushed with joy for him. It felt so great to feel that for someone. To feel confided in.