Stay the same

Something I have always known about myself is my tendency to dream, dream all the time. I have all of these ideas, all of these things I would like to do. I love thinking about them so much that I often times don't actually go through with what I am thinking about. Like last nite. I was watching my beloved Tori & Dean (oh didn't you know, I love reality shows and I hate admitting it!) and while laying there, I looked out the screen door and imagined writing in my journal on the front porch. I even knew what I wanted to write about, something that I have been wanting to write down for a while. But I didn't get up, I just started another episode. So I wonder to myself, why don't I just get up and do the things I dream about, the things I know would make me so happy! So this Saturday, I am going to do a few things I have been dreaming about. I am going to go to the garden center down the street and buy flowers for the window boxes, starters for the garden and then plant everything and spend time in the backyard. Maybe write a little. I am going to organize the office and blast some of my favorite music. Writing these things down, it all seems so simple. In my dreams, these things are so lovely and beautiful. I want that in my real life. So I'm gonna get out there and experience it for real.